Good reason to pull your hair out, but don’t – Shipping delays. Be sure to order those silk undies early or your Christmas gift exchange will be next Summer. My 5-htp is hung-up. Expect a delayed report.
Causing high anxiety – The new dental adventure. Three different dental professionals are going to work on me over the course of 2 years. Debating whether to drag you through it with me or not. Please comment – yea or nay.
Excerpt from the Rain memoir – This latest act in my play, earning me a lifetime ban from a good therapist, forcing me to eat a shit sandwich from the plate on which it was served. The hell of it was, I liked this therapist, and it was completely my fault she was firing me from her care. I wasn’t yet sure how all this came to be, but it did. So naturally, I fought the confusion with a poor attitude; I decided not to give a damn; I mean really not give a damn. It was crazy, but crazy had become my new norm. I’d been living in my head for much too long, believing my own negative thoughts. “How the hell did I arrive at this suck-point alive? Self-preservation, maybe. It’s a powerful instinct even if it’s tucked away in my subconscious. I finally got caught and it was about time”.
Quote to ponder – “Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.” – Haruki Murayama
Do well, be well,